r*i*p***..^ *

March 9th, 2010

rest*-in~Peace***..Chuck*~Craig*~Bush***..! God*~Bless***..! * ^

FU*K~YOU~A*-GOV*..^><>?

March 9th, 2010

FU*K~YOU*..American*~Government*..i get my pitiful* FOOD*~STAMPS*..on the 7th..for a yr. now*..i go get FOOD* and am DENIED* what the FU*K*..it don’t matter if it’s Obama* or BusH*..your ALL~FU*KIN’~CORRUPT*..WHERE-THE-FUCK*-is the-STYMULUS*..EmbarraaaaassssssssssssssssTTTTTTTTTTTT~’ed* teddy-john-mueller*

tjm*

ani*mals*…^ *..

March 8th, 2010

The only real difference between animal and human intelligence is one of relative variations in the structure of brains and of experiences in different environments. So far as emotional thinking goes, wild animals are capable of every emotion that a human being is proud of, even of deliberate sacrifice for its young or for a friend. They do these things without hope of reward in this life or beyond. People who are fond of dogs, cats, parrots, horses and other domesticated animals know something of the ability of these animals to have an active mental life and vigorous emotions.

So come to the zoo and get straightened out on your psychology. You will quickly learn that you have to discriminate between different species of animals representing different degrees of intelligence. You will observe that even specimens of the same species differ in intelligence, just as human beings do. You cannot treat them all alike, you cannot expect them to act alike. But no matter how much their intelligence may differ from the human or among themselves, you will not find any metaphysical gap between their senses and their reasoning powers. You will discover that speculative philosophers who assert the opposite do not exhibit a very high degree of observation and of logical reason, the popular prejudice to the contrary notwithstanding.

A philosopher who argues that since we can know the world only through our senses, therefore we can never know the real world outside us as it is, imagines that his mother is not real, and that his mother did not know whether she gave birth to the child itself or only to a subjective phenomenon of a child. Our senses, and the senses of the animals may not always be reliable, but such as our senses are in the normal state and for all practical uses, they can distinguish a Democrat from a Republican, a Socialist or a Communist, and they don’t go far wrong if used carefully. And so can an animal distinguish between a real lion, a stuffed lion, and a stuffed shirt. And when the lion eats the philosopher, there is no doubt about the reality of the fact and its results.

Thinking such things over carefully, you will probably sympathies with me when I say, after 40 years of philosophical study, that the more I see of certain philosophers, the better I like animals. ME* TOOO***..><..^ *

the milwaukee-county-zoo*

B..D..**….>< ^*

March 7th, 2010

the words to Brain~Damage*=Pink~Floyd*

The lunatic is on the grass…
The lunatic is on the grass…
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs*
Got to keep the loonies on the path*
The lunatic is in the hall*
The lunatics are in my hall*
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor*
And every day the paper boy brings more*
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon*
And if there is no room upon the hill*
And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too*
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon*
The lunatic is in my head*
The lunatic is in my head*
You raise the blade, you make the change*
You re-arrange me ’till I’m sane*
You lock the door*
And throw away the key:o(*
There’s someone in my head but it’s not me*
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear*
You shout and no one seems to hear***
And if the band you’re in starts playing different tunes*
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon*

3*

February 27th, 2010

well* i met with the drs. and my blood will be taken soon* and i’ll know in 3~weeks if i’m hep-c~Free* or not*…joy*hope*Love*..alot of hoping* and praying* NOW* ha’….!! ^ ***..

G~B~B***..!!!!*

February 27th, 2010

You don’t hear the term Big~Brother* anymore*..You think the power* of Big~Brother* is gone..??? No* just stronger* and invisibly* ~Better*..don’t fool yourself*..still remains the #1 cause of death* in our* USA*..our’s* ha’..! joy*hope* God* Love*~us* all***~*..in God we trust* sorry big-brother*..we’ll be dancin’ in the streets*….! ^*..

time*..! ^ ***~*..

February 24th, 2010

We All live in Time*..many~choices* many forks in the roads we travel* decisions*~decisions*..all to find a place* called *Understanding*~*…many never reach this destination*.. to bad and sad*..maybe your* time* will-come*…!…joy*hope*Love* teddy:o)* * *~*..we can’t change time-time changes us*….be-kind*

tjm

Teddy’s Experience with ALD and hepititus B/C

February 22nd, 2010

This is a personal opinion on my disease Advanced Liver Disease* hepititus B/C* and viral/alcohol cirrosis* only 9% of my liver-works* 91% scarred and dead*..I AM NOT A DR*….! NOT..! NOT..! NOT..!
This is My experience only*..see a dr. if you have any of these*….!

I was diagnosed in ‘09 with my disease*..after liver-biopsies* blood-work* ultrasounds* throw in 2-colonosopies too. The drs. told me combination-treatment of an injection of interferon once a wk and 1200mgs of ribavirin a day* has cured some of hep-c*..you must be 6 months clean and sober and must take a state/fed phyciatric-exam before starting*..i did*..and started june 7th the combo treatment*.. today i am sorry i did*..! i failed miserably*..! i only completed 18 of a 48wk. treatment..! it took me from 180lbs. to 114 in 18wks. 6/25/09 i was rushed to the hospital..! -2 of dehydration/starvation*..they brought me back*..i continued..! the side-effects for me were horrendus*..the worst-flu* fever* chills*(cold since june) musule-aches* a stomache full of cement* hallucinations-(that have stopped* post treatment*) the massive-depression* massive-fatigue* headaches* hair-loss* living at 10%energy*..up-from 2% on treatment*..your all 100%..my spirit is high*..not my body*..have not stopped-i’m still in a wheelchair and a cane*..All from the treatment* not the disease*..delusions* (since-stopped too-mostly)..! Mentally sometimes its madness*..~another has killed themselves on this treatment as we speak*..! i had a viral count of close to 16 million* down to 0 for 8wks. when i went off*. i now wait to the end of march* when the drs will take my blood* if its 0..i beat hep-c in 18wks. Even if you complete the 48 or the new 72wk treatment*..you have to wait 5-6months to see if it worked=hep-c Free*..! I’m not holding my breath*..but miracles do happen* ha’..! we’ll see*..i will Not go back on if i still have hep-c…!!! will continue other treatment/options diet* no-alcohol or drugs* no-salt*..many herbs* bad-bacteria-eaters* I will never be the same after this treatment *..i’m in post-treatment just over 4-months now*….i don’t know* what my future holds*..maybe this can be useful to 1..that would be fine* ………….joy*hope*dream*LOVE* teddy:o)***~*..??!!!* ^*..look forward to the 3-6yrs the drs give me*…only God* know’s my date*..129lbs..now*….tomorrow-never-knows..enjoy* each~Day*

tjm

ChBc***..us

February 19th, 2010

We become our~choices*..and we teach*..what we have become*..! **..L*:o*

tjm

R*..! ?..*

February 19th, 2010

A time for Relection* is always needed* yet it either warms the~Soul*..or.. burns~it*..reflection* ^ *~interesting subject*..maybe today*..stop* and smell the~roses*..at least for a moment*….joy*hope*Love* teddy:o) ***~*..

tjm